Friday, January 6, 2012

Fears

I have a serious fear of the upcoming days as I wait on something that may or may not come. I feel  a little sick even as I sit here and wait. My husband is picking up a pizza, and I am looking forward to veggin' on the coach with him and maybe watch a movie or play cards or something. He hasn't been feeling all that great lately, so I may have caught what he had but I guess I am still hopeful that it is "something" else. I have to admit that last night, while looking online for a yellow/golden cardigan, I bounded upon a section of maternity clearance. I began imagining if I was pregnant, what types of clothes I would need. (It would be September so summer-y type things would be what I would need). I found myself daydreaming about baby Boak. I even had a very vivid dream that I found out that I was pregnant with a girl. I am crossing my fingers that it is true.

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