Wednesday, January 11, 2012

BFP!!!!!!


Sooooo....I took a test this morning. I must have stood and watched it as it turned into a big fat positive. Jeff was sleeping or I might have screamed for joy. I was a little dumbfounded so I decided to take another test. Again it was positive. I went to kiss Jeff goodbye before I left for my job. He woke up. I said, "Come here and give your baby a kiss." (and like I suspected, he kissed me on the lips). I looked at him and said, "You don't follow directions very well. I said for you to give your baby a kiss, maybe I should have said give your Hadley (the name we have called baby Boak forever) a kiss." He sat straight up and was like no way. He was like take a test. I told him that I already had. He was still in disbelief and I was like go look. He was like no. This went on for about 3 minutes before he finally got up and went and looked.  He came back to the bedroom and held out his arms. I went to him and he picked me up and hugged me. I think we both were fighting tears. It was really personal and sweet and I don't think that moment will ever leave my mind or heart. I called and made an appointment. I have blood work next Monday and in 2 weeks the Doctors appointment. It was actually scheduled well because he is off on the Thursday. I am overjoyed, nervous, excited, happy, scared...I didn't know this many emotions could exist in my heart. We are planning how we are going to tell my mom and dad. This has been a dream for them ever since I was like 21. They never thought I would have a baby so they are going to be in for a big, big surprise.

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