Tomorrow

Tomorrow...I turn the big 3-0. (dirty thirty). I am a little upset, but at the same time, I am kind of excited to. It's like I am closing one chapter in my life and beginning another. I get a fresh start. I am hoping that in my 30ths is when I will discover that I am pregnant with baby Boak, preferably sooner, than later. It is actually funny, some people cry at the thought of adding a decade to their age, but here I am with arms wide open...waiting. I think that it has more to do with the people that I surround myself with than anything. I have a wonderful husband, friends who love me, and a family who stand behind me no matter what. I feel that my life is changing, and in a very good way. It is almost ironic because I have been the type of person to fight change at every turn, beat it back with a bat, turn and run in the opposite direction, and hide until it passes over me. However, here lately, it has been different. I not only want the change, I need it, I welcome it. Things are changing in my life, and it is a wonderful feeling. IT is just the waiting for the next 2 weeks might drive me nuts...lol. Happy Birthday to me!